On the 20th Jun 2009,i registered into college in Desaru Bandar Penawar,a place i call IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE.That place creeps me a little bit causeits like there's no one living there.My dad keep on saying that that place is the best place for study cause there's no entertaiment,no place to shop and all.the only place we can go shop is Kedai Runcit.The day of registration there was many people.I mean many people.During the registration i keep on looking round,just guess what i'm thinking about.So here is what i'm thinking about,WHERE ARE ALL THE GUYS??.The place was like full of only Girls.The boys are extinct.hahahah.I was laughing inside and out.Well,enough about them.okey.after finish registering,the last thing i have to do is to apply for a room.I requested a house on the first floor cause i have a problem of nose bleeding.So its easier for me to go and run to buy ice or anything to stop the bleeding.But i dint get the first floor.Alhamdolillah i got the second floor.Well they told me to go to this level blablabla,this room and this bed number.I was praying to get the bed on the lower side,but guess what,i got on the upper side.I was like OWh MAN!!!But then i dont care.I ask the girl wish was in the same room as me if she wanted to trade beds with me.She's clever,she said no.My heart was burning,but then it cool down.What could i do.I just have to learn to accept some things.As usuall,me,i'm a little bit shy,not a little but too shy to talk to anyone.Everyone was wondering why i am not talking.My mom who was the one that kept on talking to them as my backup talker.than after awhile,i start to talk to them,the were all like saying that they tought i look like a person who choose friends by status.I was like What the hack!!!Do i look like that.I admitt,i may look like a person who likes to dressup.But i'm not the kind of person who choose friends.i wish i could be friends with all the people in the world.But i'm a human,not all thing you would get.So okey,in the room we started to become friends.I first intriduced my self and what they could call me.My roomates are very nice person.They all came from Johor.Getting to know them one day is like knowing them my whole life.After afew hours,my family is going back home.My mom especially is crying.I wanted to cry,but i kept it inside cause i promised to my mom i wont cry.I told them that i would be fine.Me and my family are so so so very very close.Its hard to leave my family.My friends told me that i was not shy to say i love u to my family.They said that they wish they could be me as a change.To be a person that can say those kind of things to their family without feeling shy.I told them that they dont have to be me to say i love you to their parents.Its your family,they took care of you since you were born,What for feeling shy?Its your parents for god sake!!They all then quite.The impression of their faces are like saying 'yeah,your right.its my family'.Then after awhile we start talking and laughing and thinking who should get up early first thing tomorrow at 3.00am for the crazy orientation.Hmmm.
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